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It’s a personal favorite of mine, and yes, you will need a whole box of tissues! haha.
Games We Don’t Want To Play (wincest)
Riot series (wincest)
Love in the Time of the Wolf (mishalecki)
The Light of a New Dawn (sastiel)
Summary: Misha was awesome - he wasn’t like any of the other guys Jared had dated recently. He was funny, quirky, clearly open minded and non-judgemental; Jared knew it was way too early to be thinking about how that meant Misha might be up for some of the things Jared was into - he was kinky, but come on, he still didn’t (often) put out on the first date! - but he couldn’t help himself either. The last guy Jared had had regular sex with, he’d suggested something very vanilla - just a touch of rope, really - and the other guy had looked at him like he’d suggested a full vinyl body suit and chains.
(Warning: hints of crossdressing)
Summary: Since the wall came down, Sam’s been having these dreams. Not nightmares, not quite, but they’re Lucifer-cold, wake him up shivering, and he knows he can’t take what his soul wants to warm itself with. Or at least, he thinks he knows. Then Dean finds out.
Summary: Jared Padalecki is living a quiet life in San Antonio until one day he is snatched off the street by two men. Enter Tom Delaney, CIA spy. Only that’s not his real name. His real name is Jensen Ackles, and he needs Jared’s help. Jensen and his team have been tracking a man named Alain Laurent, a terrorist disguised as a legitimate businessman. Only, they haven’t been able to get close enough to him to gather any useful intelligence. They know that Laurent and his partner, Rafiq Abdul-Aziz, are planning something big — and possibly explosive. They just don’t know what and they don’t know when. But they know that time is running out. That’s where Jared comes in. With a little manipulation, Jensen convinces Jared to help. To use himself as bait to lure Laurent into revealing his secrets. But nothing is ever that simple. As Jensen and Jared become more than just professional colleagues, the stakes become even higher. And when their mission takes an unexpected turn, Jensen must decide between love and duty, with devastating consequences.
Summary: Dean wakes up in the cheerfully painted yellow kitchen of a middle class home in Suburbia, USA. There are two things that tip him off to the fact that he’s in a state that ain’t Kansas or reality: one, the fact that he can’t remember how he got to this kitchen or what happened immediately preceding his arrival (such as falling asleep or being hit in the face with a squirt of hallucinogenic demon juice); two, the way everything seems too bright and perfect to be real—from the picture window above the sink to the sliding glass doors.
Summary: College AU. Dean is a grad student studying for his MA in Spanish literature, and he’s pretty content with his sexuality as it is — that is, fairly undefined and also secret. His attraction to Castiel, a professor to the undergrads, doesn’t seem like a big deal until it becomes a very big deal, and Dean scrambles to keep his head above water.
Summary: When Jared dreams, he dreams of Jensen’s six little dead girls. He dreams of them lying side by side in the dry yellow cornstalks of the fields where Jensen brought them to kill them: tiny, candy-sweet blondes, who all look like the baby sister that caught fever and died when Jensen was only eight.
(Warnings: underage, watersports, insanity, violence, knife and bloodplay, etc)
Summary: Sometimes imaginary friends… aren’t.